Sunday, July 19, 2009

Leaves.Stairs&Ladders.Wind.&ONE.

Have you ever come across that leaf on the sidewalk that's worn out on one side, but as you turn it it's beautiful again?
Or have you ever had that real gloomy weather with the mood to match, but then it clears up and your day is suddenly fluorescent again?
And there's that day we all loath, the day where your favorite song comes up but you're still down. Then outta nowhere, the most random acts lift you right back up again.
Observe these details cautiously, and let yourself decide what's right and what's wrong. There is no justification in something wrong, at the end of the day blame can be put on anyone or anything. Over engrossment can compel anyone's mind to insanity without liberation. Stages of denial can lock one in a phase of no emotion at all.
Let's think of one as this rough leaf on one side but smooth on the other. Leaves can be flipped by the wind. One can be flipped by peers.
At the end of the day, does that make the wind at fault for flipping the leaf to the rough side?
Or does it make it the peers fault that the people swayed too easily?
Personally, I like to think of the leafs two sides as two different moods.
So if the leaf is on it's rough side it still has the choice to be smooth. No wind to blame.
Similarly, if one is swayed by their peers, it is still plausible to act like their true soul. No peers to blame.
If one feels uncomfortable, he should beware his peers. Likewise if one enjoys that feeling of discomfort thinking it shall bring a positive effect, then why not? Supposing there are no illicit activities involved of course.
After all peers are only trying to help their fellow friend.
Then suppose one were to take his peers tactics for granted. One has to remember that secretly he is gratful to his peers for giving him the courage to do things that one might not do because of complex, stupid reasoning.
One is overcome with feelings of peace,love&hapiness. Harmonic rythm strikes every nerve as if one was in a intricate heavenly maze with no way out but to surrender. Surrender, never to a person, never to a thing, but to a feeling that captures a thousand words.
Then everything is left behind one, as for one follows the feeling catiously lagging behind trying not to become engrossed or worse, noticed.
Soon enough one catches up with his desires. Only to find out that ones desires were simply to admit that they were desired in the first place.
If there are 21 steps to desire, the first 20 are fairly simple, they are short and don't require much effort. But that last step is elevated much steeper than the rest, and has a intimidating gap between the steps. Then one must ask, "Do I really want it? Ok I do but at the same time I don't.But can it wait? No it's pretty much now or never, but its highly unnecessary not to mention odd. So is it even the least bit of necessities? Absolutely NOT!" A red flag indicator hit one's head with the large words "NO" flashing overhead.
Now or never. His peers had convinced him enough.
Similar to do or die just less harsh, one thought.
With this being said, one thought about the leaf. Thought about the emotions. Thought about his caught and mixed feelings. Cursed his peers, slowly to accept that they were right. One realized that he couldn't stay on the rough side of the leaf any longer, he needed to have one moment of gleam. For a minute he forgot about the peers, like a leaf trapped under a rock, unable to remember the wind.
And one slowly said to myself, "I did it."
His peers curiously said, "What? What happened?"
One replied, "The result was unimportant, the action required was imminent since time was running out. But I found my side of the leaf. I removed my defiance and denial. I removed my unenthusiastic expression. And the meaning of life is to live, living requires a optimistic, exciting set of rules."
Peers stared in awe, but a lone peer slowly calmly said, "Much respect, one love. You came cleansed of all the side drama." The rest strangely dangled their heads around and stared as they deciphered one's new found lifestyle as one sipped on a glass of clear water.
Nobody said a word but they all understood. They now had it all.
The short moment of silenced echoed their eardrums with blissful sounds of
Peace&Love&Hapiness&
Harmony.
&ThankYouM'am&Sir.Peers.Fam.CrackMusic.God.Struggle.Soul.Desires.
The thoughts of peace ring hard yo.
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Something Different In All Aspects.
-sightRIZE




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